god i'm so fucking angry.
why the hell cant something go right?
so i fucked up once last night, because i ran off from my parents and then later on crept into the same bed as my bf. who gives a shit.
why are they making such a fucking big deal out of it.
thank god i'm going back to boarding school tomorrow. i'm not gonna come home for as long as fkn possible. since they wont let me see josh at home no more, whats the point?

i'm so depressed.
arms are bleeding.
what do i live for.
i dont think i can take this much longer.